A Lady And Her Clown

Vent (Don't mind me)

I feel like shit today. I miss Eddie. I miss J. I feel like crying and I don't know why. I feel empty yearning. I wish J could make me smile again. Luckily I have Goldfish and I know J would make a silly comment about that 🤭

I want J to cuddle me close in his arms and keep me safe. He makes me feel happy. J makes me feel warm, safe, accepted, and... loved.

I miss Jack. I want my sweet Jack.

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