Alone again
The main reason I joined this platform was to have a Safe Spaceâ„¢ for my self shipping. A place where I could gush and be my weird self while obsessing over fictional characters, occasionally drawing and writing fluffy, highly self-indulgent, comfort self-insert fics and trying to express myself and my feelings through drawing and writing.
I go to the search bar and type 'self shipping' just to see what comes up and all I see are my own posts. So... I'm the only self shipper on this site.
Damn...
Reminds me of when J says "Does it depress you...to know just how alone you really are?"
Sometimes...absolutely.
#I've never met any self shippers irl #For the longest time I thought I was just weird or crazy #Then I learned about self shipping #I wish I knew more people who self ship #Because when I think long and hard about it I start feeling lonelier that I already am #I love self shipping #If I can never have real people I'm happy I have my fictional ones #I'm thinking about posting some of my fics here #Maybe someone might stumble upon them and appreciate them #Especially since my characterization of J is softer than most people write him #I felt insecure (and still do a tiny bit) about viewing him the way that I do and loving him the way that I do #For about a year, I thought my feelings for J were weird or inappropriate or wrong or bad #But I've grown to know that that's not true #Self shipping is about what makes you happy #It's a coping mechanism and a form of self love #And if my fics can make another J self shipper feel even a tiny bit better about loving him then I'm happy #little lady talks #little lady stuff #personal stuff #my stuff #self shipping